The following will hold true for Kaz for no particular reason:

-Item: Kaz will not be allowed to have opinions about other people. Not based on fact. Not based on observation. Not based on speculation. Any opinions he forms about people will be wrong immediately, and punished with celerity and predjudice.
-Item: Kaz' words, style, and medium are all his choices and the results of his choices, and are implicitly backward and bent on confusing and obfuscating more meaning than revealing.
-Item: Kaz will no longer be allowed to expect anyone to behave as a responsible adult. This shall apply to both responsible parties and adults. Anything he would expect people to do on their own, he shall have to ask them to do instead.
-Item: Privaledges extended to Kaz at his workplace are just that, privaledges, and are subject to sudden and violent dismissal for no reason whatsoever.

The list comes from nowhere in particular and from everywhere at once. It is a headache that I shall have to live with for the rest of my natural life, and perhaps even after. Right now the headache has managed to manifest in a physical form, and I fully expect to snarl at someone when I get home if I don't first get the opportunity to cook and eat something and go to sleep.
Still, this merits actual discussion. I was going to leave it as a flat statement of the above dictums, but that would result in too much confusion. Too much of wtf happend zomgkaz.

Point 1 above. I have had my creative thought clamped before, and every time it happens I react negatively, sometimes in the most overblown ways. When you say to me, with direct words or otherwise, that I am not allowed to have a certain opinion about you...I just don't know how to take that, I guess. I have never in my life heard a more biggoted statement from anyone I didn't expect biggotry from. Naturally I think this is bullshit and am going to have opinions anyway. From now on, though, I'll be ready for the consequences.
Point 2 above. Learn English prose. If you're coming here from wherever and expect an easy read, go to hell. I am not here to give you what you want or expect. If you find a word that is a stranger, either use context clues or look it up. This is my goddam writing. This amounts to two attacks on my creativity in two days, and from friends no less.
Point 3 above. Every time I can't hold someone else responsible for something is another time I have to take it on myself. Seriously, charges that belong to no one somehow belong to me? Like hell. I already choose to take on more than I probably should, and because of certain other arrangements beyond my control, I have to take on a little more. If on top of that I'm being forcefed more? You can see where this is going.
Point 4 above. As if private life weren't crowded enough, it had to happen to me at work, too. There's not a thing I can do about this one here, it simply seemed to match the theme I was working with. This part of the headache should clear up in the next few days. Or if it doesn't...

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