12 May 4705 - Humane Trap
A contradiction in terms, I'm sure.
Little did any of you know, there was a mouse who lived in this house. I had
seen her outside once, and then later running about inside. If you had seen her
too, you would probably understand why I didn't mind her being around. She ate
insects, lived alone, and stayed very quiet. She was about twenty centimeters
long from snout to tail, and incredibly cute.
I knew it was not a good idea to harbor animals in the house, but it would break
my heart to get a trap and kill her. I wanted to let her live around here a
little longer, and then get a humane trap and release her back into the wild,
where she probably could have eaten better, found a mate, gone country again and
died naturally in a few months or however long she had.
Well TS, love. Nature had other plans.
I was cleaning the dishes this morning when I noticed a pickle or something
floating in one of the basins I had left to soak. I admit, I could have cleaned
up earlier, but between having everyone over Thursday and working all day Friday
and then having D&D after, I hadn't really found effort to clean up (the time
was there well enough).
I got my glasses on and took a closer look and discovered where the mouse had
gone. In a sense, to mouse heaven. In another sense, I had a drowned animal in
my dishes. That's why I can report her length and sex with accuracy, but you
probably had your doubts when I began all this with "lived" in the past tense.
It was probably not a pleasant or quick death. She would have had to slip in,
splash, float for awhile, swim looking for an exit, struggle and ultimately give
in to the ocean she was in. Drowning is painful, and her eyes were open for the
end, probably still writhing in pain.
Who knew? I certainly never thought twice about leaving my dishes around for two
days. I never thought the act would have me murder a cute animal. I felt a great
deal of remorse for the beast. Still wild and free, living at my side and under
my feet. Small and quiet and efficient. Now simply small and silent.
What could I do? I hoisted the corpse out by the tail, gave a brief forensic
study, and placed her in a sandwich bag and threw the bag in the trash. Having
an open corpse in the trash invites all kinds of nasties, and I can only imagine
what one of my mates would say when he discovered that funky smell coming from
the trash is the corpse of a formerly cute beast.
I can't imagine this would happen with any regularity, but having a humane trap
sitting about would probably not hurt my negative space. It is something a witch
doctor should have.
Update: Usually I don't receive portents. In fact I never have. My only
faculty for the scrying part of witch-doctory has been my own quirky memory.
This event, however, bears a curious collection of coincidental similarities to
something else I heard about. If that is the case, I may have already failed,
and things are about to get much, much worse.
You may have seen buildings catch fire, but have you ever seen a family catch
fire? I curse my imagination for seeing the connections. It will all be fine.
I'm totally wrong on this one. I'll hear the sober-but-good news tomorrow, and
then I can get back to half-remembering hazy experiences from other people's
futures and meeting some of the house ghosts in my dreams.
Let me be wrong.
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